Mary heard the cry through a fog and forced her exhausted eyes open to see sunlight drifting in through a crack in the stable roof. She rolled over. Joseph was still gone. He had left during the last feeding to see if he could do something about their situation. “There’s no way that we can keep going on like this,” he muttered as he looked around their dilapidated quarters.
Mary stared after him as he stooped out of the doorway. Joseph stopped and looked back at her. On the journey to Bethlehem, he had opened up about how he had almost left her. She trusted him, but that small shadow of fear made her worry whether he would come back. He was the only one that Mary knew here. They were miles from home. No mother here nor family. It was just the two of them in a strange town; now three. They weren’t even married yet. He hadn’t signed up for any of this. The prophecy. The baby. The strangers barging in with unbelievable stories about angels.
Joseph looked her in the eye. “I’ll be back. I promise.” And Mary had to trust that he was telling the truth. Ever since the messenger turned her world upside down, she had to trust they were all telling the truth. Her child’s cry competed with the bleating of a lamb. Mary pushed herself up off the straw-strewn floor; still sore. Her body felt like it had been torn open. The pain of childbirth echoed with every move she made.