This is a story about Assisi and Alabama.
They say that Francis of Assisi was so in love with God that he would stop and preach the gospel to the birds. I have always loved that image. In fact, there is an icon depicting this scene that hangs on the wall next to my bed. It shows an individual who is so God-intoxicated—to borrow a phrase from Martin Luther King, Jr.—that he wants to every creature to hear about the wondrous love that has captured him.
When John Lewis was a child, he apparently ministered in a similar way. Before he sought to make his life an instrument of peace during the civil rights movement, Lewis was the son of sharecroppers in the Deep South. On the farm, he would preach to the chickens. They were his congregation. He presided over their marriages, gave eulogies at their funerals, and baptized them.
What I love in those two pictures is the profound love of God and of God’s creation. They show individuals who see the world as an audience for the transforming love of God. Francis embodied the credo of preaching the gospel at all times even when words are not used. Though his childhood nickname was “Preacher,” Rep. Lewis did not serve in that vocation as an adult. But he preached. He put his life on the line believing that God’s love and justice was for all from birds to the people terrorized by a sinful system.
I have a new office in our home and one of the things I am enjoying is decorating the space. I have placed books, Lego sets, and Funko Pops on the shelves. My wall has photos of family, places that I have traveled, artwork my siblings have given me, diplomas, etc. Across from my desk on the wall, hangs a cross that we got from a church in Reykjavik and a small colorfully-painted tile depicting Assisi. On the floor beneath them is the one item in here that I haven’t yet put up: my certificate of ordination.
I was ordained as a minister ten years ago today. It was a step with which I struggled for awhile. My Baptist roots fostered in me a firm belief in the priesthood of all believers. If you say that you are a follower of Jesus, then you are a minister. So the hierarchy implied by being called “Reverend” made me feel a little uncomfortable. I did not use the title for myself often unless I was writing my Congressperson. Despite these qualms, I did ultimately pursue ordination. I am glad that I did. I am just not totally sure what to make of it now.
I don’t serve as a vocational minister anymore; not in a church, not as a chaplain, not in some sort of parachurch organization. I am an Administrative Assistant in a hospital Spiritual Care department. In fact, I haven’t even attended a church service in maybe a year and a half save an Ash Wednesday service that I snuck off to at the beginning of Lent. I did officiate a wedding in a church over the summer; an experience that I loved and was very meaningful for me. But I don’t really know what to do about that ordination certificate. Or church.